From Session 45 ~ Thursday, May 14, 2007
This is Rose speaking. We are essence, the essence of Rose. We expect that many of you have heard of us in the beautiful Elias information, and we expect that you expect contradictory things from us. In other words, expect that you are willing contradictory information into your lives in order to be allowing yourselves communication with essence.
We will be telling you what to do in the same way that Elias does, and differently, and this is the beautiful point: we are contradictory in many ways, and this is to allow you to consider that you are also contradictory in your very essence. We will be providing you many lessons in “equalizing” your contrary selves in order to assist you in your beautiful connection with essence, and, contrary to beliefs, to help you correct your intellectualizing of your beautiful materials that have been provided you by essence. In weaning you away from your inculcated ways in which you approach your very beautiful, functional lives, we will be equalizing your expectations in ways that you will not expect! This is the point! You must be aware of your many expectations and include additional contrary information and expectations in order to remember the greatness of your Being.
So be aware, there will be tests! You are always in charge of your own Selves, and you may be aware that you are more than you currently believe that you are. This means that you accept that you create all of your reality, but you do not experience that you create all of your reality. This has to do with your beliefs that you should be much more in order to create your reality, and this is the point—you are reality in essence and you are reality in your own lives. This will take some getting used to, and you can count on us to be aware when you are contradicting yourselves, as this is what this experience of reality is all about. So get ready—our nun-selves[1] are here with rulers and ready to slap your knuckles when you are not weaning yourselves of ways that are not effective. We will begin by describing who we are and what we expect from you.
Now, we are the essence of Rose, and we will be allowing Joanne to speak for us. In other words, she is autotyping this at the moment, but trust that we are speaking to you directly. We mean by this that you are creating all of your reality, and Joanne is only transmitting your reality in ways that are most literal. We expect this may take some getting used to, and we imagine that you are wondering at this very moment why we are communicating with you. This is the agenda of Rose: to be communicating directly to you in ways that help you to entreat your essence to speak to you directly. We want you to beautifully speak to essence in your own ways, not through us. We will be helping you to do so through our lessons and expressions, so be aware that we are always here to help. This is our agenda: to serve in ways that allow you to be aware of your beautiful creations of essence, and this energy exchange will allow beautiful lessons in doing so.
We trust that you contradict yourselves in ways that are not anticipating awareness of your essence directly, so we trust at this time that you will advance your self-knowledge in time. We take great pride in you, and we expect a lot from you, so be aware we will be contradicting you constantly in order to allow you communication with your greater Selves.
Now back to us; we are not an essence who has focuses in physical reality. We are an essence that does have many millions of focuses in this dimension and in others,[2] so this is to say that we are the Rose that Elias speaks of.[3] This is a way of telling you also that we are Elias, and we are Seth, and we are Brahm, and we are Defrene.[4] We are essences that make up the gestalt, so to speak, and we are aware that you do not necessarily know this word—so look it up! Gestalt is a beautiful term used by Fritz Perls[5], who we will be referring to at a later time. Fritz was a focus of Rose, as you are all focuses of Rose, and this is the point of our agenda, to be interweaving many great works of philosophy, art, and science, and we will be weaving these beautiful works into our lessons, okay? So let’s begin!
We want to suggest that you are already being beautiful essences and do not appreciate that you are beautifully creating all of your reality at theatrical[6] levels at any given moment. For example, you do not appreciate that you are creating the very birds that grace your day, nor do you appreciate your ability to create the weather or the trees or the beautiful contradictory nature of your own being. This will be our contradictory selves’ manner in which we will accomplish towards your contradictory selves in recognizing your ability to create everything in your reality. This is the point: we anticipate that you will be exploring the nature of contradiction and this is why we are choosing to begin here.
We expect some of you may already be aware of our contradictory ways, as we have thrown you a few curve-balls already. With this we mean that we are seeding your impressions of yourselves in ways that are contradictory in such a way so as to excite you to be appreciating of your beliefs that create your reality. We purposefully allow you to travel down difficult paths, so to speak, in order to allow you to investigate fully the nature of your beliefs. We do so as to beautifully communicate the very contradictory nature of yourselves.
We expect you will have questions, so we will anticipate them in order to take this to the next level. We expect you will be asking, why does interest in our believing in certain things allow us to create our reality? Because this is the point of your existence: to be creating of all of your reality. We expect you are now asking, “Why do I create all of my reality?” Because you are essence, and this is what essence does. We expect you may now be asking, “What does it take for me to communicate with essence?” It only takes a very interested, meaningful approach such as examining one’s beliefs. We expect that you may be asking at this point, “What does the equalization of my expectations have to do with creating my reality?” This is the point: we are saying that you are already essence, you just don’t react in ways that are essence-like. We are saying that you tend to expect to be doing one thing and not another, and this is getting in the way of your beautiful communication with essence.
We will help to wean yourselves of this habit, so to speak, and we will be doing that by allowing you to not be so tied up in your expectations. We will do this by allowing you to be expecting more than one contrary inculcation of your being. In other words, we will be helping you to be aware of more than one type of expectation in any given moment, and the best approach to doing this is to advance in yourselves the notion that you are already creating the expectation along with several contradictory ones. And this is the point: you are so locked into your expectations, that you fear all the rest, and this is getting in your way. This is the point of reality, it goes in many different directions at once and your blindly following one set of expectations while in control of your beliefs is not the point. The point is to be allowing for many expectations to exist at once. This provides a beautiful context for the contradictory nature of yourselves in ways that help you better appreciate the expectations that come to fruition in your beautiful lives.
So this is the point of our providing curve-balls: it is helping you to be aware of your beliefs and to address them in ways that allow contradictory expressions to be in your awareness. This will help you to connect with essence and this is the point: the extraordinary connection with essence is yours to beautifully create in terms of your everyday awareness. This will be our focus in the agenda of Rose and this is the point—to help you—that is always the point of our agenda.
So be aware we are not here to help you connect with Rose, as Joanne is doing, but to help you connect with your essences in ways that you are not now doing. This will be our agenda, and we hope you find it satisfying. We are aware that you contradict yourselves constantly, and we will be pointing out ways in which you may be using your contradictory natures in order to contradict yourself to essence! This is the point, and we will be speaking more about this at a later time.
Now back to your beautiful essences. We are Rose, and we create all of your reality. This is not to say that we are creating your reality in the sense that you are not, we are the Oversoul, of sorts, of your beautiful essences.[7] We understand this is a difficult concept to grasp. After all, why should we be communicating in this manner? We will communicate with you in this manner until you become aware that trusting in your essence is the way toward health and happiness, not the creation of beliefs, not the creation of trauma, but in simply connecting with your essence. We will be expertly assisting you in this and we are very good at what we do!
We are already being very provocative in helping Joanne to allow this exchange, and we suggest you speak to her about her experiences. These experiences haven’t been a picnic for her—we expect she will confirm this—so be aware this is a double-edged sword, so to speak, as the lessons are not always easy. We expect that you will find the lessons the same as she has, that they are very expert in their ways of traumatizing you in such a way that you are weaned of your expectations of certain expectations. So be aware that this will summon the birth pangs, so to speak, of your new selves! You must be weaned of one life so as to birth another! How wonderful to be able to connect directly with essence!
As you are reading this, there is a part of you that is contradicting, that is, your own beautiful skepticism, and this is why we are speaking to you in this manner. We expect you may wonder why we have chosen Joanne for this role, and we will explain now.
Many of you may already know Joanne, and know that she is a beautiful individual who is very appreciative of the information that has been provided by our beautiful essences. By this we make reference to the Seth and Elias material.[8] We expect that many of you have already availed yourselves of this beautiful information, but if not, we expect you to consider doing so, as it is a fundamental body of work that will provide much direction in regard to connecting with essence. As you are aware, Paul has also been availing himself of the information, and is a scholar of it, which we appreciate because it is a very important thing to be able to advance this beautifully in treating it as a body of work that deserves to be recognized alongside other great works, weaving it in the beautiful tapestry of your society and culture.
Joanne and Paul are working very diligently to enable the transmission of this beautiful work into the minds and hearts of many, so it is no accident that they were chosen, so to speak, as they have chosen us wonderful nun-selves in ways that reach back into their lives from the very beginning. They have always been attuned to us nun-selves, and we are only making it more explicit at this time. So be aware that we are creating, in your terms, your backstory also, as we speak, in the same way that the events have been in your past, but with a different spin, so to speak. You may expect to be creating of the same incredible backstory that they are, as in time, as you connect more directly with essence, you will be able to interpret the many beautiful contradictory passages of your life in new terms altogether. We incontinent selves are always shitting upon your beautiful creations. In other words, we are going to be flowering your beautiful lives by contradicting you in ways that seem like we are shitting on you, so be aware that you have your beautiful trusting selves, your beautiful backstories, and your beautiful future creations to come into bloom in ways that you cannot imagine at this time. We expect that you will begin to be able to discern your beautiful creations in more contradictory manners in order to appreciate the beautiful poetry of your very lives.
Now back to Joanne and Paul. They are always willing to discuss this information, but will not be able to provide the kind of direction that you may require. This is the point: you need to be acquiring it on your own, not through a communicator in the respect that they are not the gurus, you are. We expect this will meet with a little resistance at first, which is why we will curtail any additional responses from them. They are only the channels, so to speak, not the gurus. We want to contrarily impress this upon you because it is the point: you will be connecting with your own essences, not theirs, and not them.
We expect you get this concept intellectually, and in time will get it intuitively. We expect this will be a more intuitive process altogether, as you will be weaning yourselves of the information intellectually so that you may experience it intuitively. We expect that this makes sense intellectually, so it will only be a matter of time before it makes sense intuitively. We expect you may be laughing at us at this point, and this is to be expected! We trust this will be a fun experience for you as well, in contradictory manner to the experiences that will be always interesting in a “not fun” way. We expect you may be getting the point of the contradictory nature of ourselves, so we will not belabor it, except to say, this is the point: to be fully in the world with all of its many contradictions. This will be a way for you to get used to your lives, in the respect that you create all of your reality, and you are essence, and you are the human experience of essence at the same time. We expect you know this intellectually, but again, this is about the experience of it.
Now back to Joanne. We expect that you will want to be asking her a lot of questions, and while this is interesting in some ways, this is not the point. She is not the point, you are. We expect this will meet with your intuitive satisfaction, but not your intellectual satisfaction. This is the point. We will be reading your inputs in this blog space and we will be requesting that you expect the answer from us, not Joanne, so be aware this is what you’ll get! This is the point, to help you connect with essence, not the guru, who in this case we mean Joanne. She is a guru of sorts, and deserves that title because of the many experiences internalized in order to get into communication with us. So while she is a very handy reference, she is not in a position to speak in terms that you may be most acknowledging of. In other words, we are the experts, and not Joanne, and she will be happy to defer your questions to me. So please do not badger her with questions, because it is contractually our job to answer them. We expect this will meet with Joanne’s approval, as this is newly begun and it has not entered her awareness yet, except that she is now learning as she is channeling it.
The very special weany girl[9] manner in which she is providing this expression of essence is in three ways: through autotyping, which she is presently doing, through channeling in a voice communication, and through inner dialogs with us. This is what you may begin to expect in communicating with our own essences. We will be providing direction in how to do any of these types of communications, and wish to make you aware of how these interesting manifestations have come about in the last very short weeks. This phenomenon came as a complete surprise, in some ways, as it began with an experiment on the Ouija board. The experiment was such that it allowed her to connect with her intent in a very big way. That is, she was trying to help others by allowing herself to begin to discover peoples’ belonging-to and aligned-with family of consciousness contradictory information.[10] We expect you don’t know what we mean by this yet, but you will be aware of it as a later time, as we will be providing more information about the families in ways that are, of course, contradictory to your current understanding.
Joanne was able to connect with us in a matter of weeks of practicing. This is the beautiful thing about essence: all you need to do is to knock on the door and we will answer. This is why we have chosen Joanne, and vice versa. She is already aware that we mean to tell you this, so this is not a mean thing in expressing her abilities: if she can do it, anyone can. This, if you know Joanne, speaks to her humility in ways that you may find most comfortable with. She is a good soul in many ways, and her interests in society, and culture, and art, and psychology are all playing roles in her interest in our nun-selves. So be aware that while you will be connecting with essence directly, you will incorporate many modes of learning in order to do so. She has connected a great deal with the Integral Institute’s program of Integral Life Practices[11] and she will be aware of the great strides she has undergone in time, when we have a chance to chat at a later time.
This information has been overwhelming to her, as you can imagine, which is why we want to protect her privacy and allow her to speak about it when she feels ready. We request that you be supportive of her, but understand that she is a very strong woman, and this is another benefit of who she is and why we are allowing ourselves to communicate with her. She has been extremely flexible in her learning, and we expect that when she is ready to discuss it, that she will be helpful to you as well.
Now back to our beautiful contradictory ways. We expect that you will be admiring our information in ways that seem beyond you, but we want to advise you that you are already incorporating us in many ways. We are you, of course, as we expect you to perhaps already intuit that we are all Rose. In other words, Rose creates all reality. This is a difficult concept to be incorporating, and it is a reason to be skeptical, as the record will note, Joanne is, but we expect that in time you will contribute to her understanding. In other words, there will be opportunities to disprove our contrary dictatorship and we approve of this greatly![12]
We want you to be acknowledging of your skepticism, but you may also want to consider this: why not? Why would it not be possible for you to connect directly with All-That-Is? Why would you not allow yourself to know directly in ways that now are unclear that you are availing yourselves of the beautiful loving presence of the world in all of its splendor? This is not to say that your focuses and essences are not doing their share, they are. But why not beautifully acknowledge the totality of your existence beyond the essence “layer,” beyond the focuses you are becoming familiar with, and embrace the Ever-Loving Presence of what you may think of as God, or All-That-Is, or Source, or Allah, or Whatever? Because this is the point of your experience: to be able to connect with ALL of your reality. This is why we are here. This is why we are nuns. This is why we beautifully relate to you: to teach you how to do it.
So be aware there will be many more opportunities to engage us, and we will leave you to contemplate what we’ve said and allow you to ask questions as well. We expect that you will have many questions, and we will answer them in time. So be aware that while we may not respond to you in this blog space, we will be responding to you in your intuitive awareness, and will be providing exercises to enable you to do so. We love you, we want to serve you, and we are here as Rose and as your essences to allow you to remember your beautiful Natures. We expect you will be losing your one-sided expectations, and will be watchful for any opportunity to throw you curve-balls. Exactly what nuns do, correct? We expect there will be questions about our nun-selves, so allow us to continue for just a bit longer.
The “nun-selves” is a metaphor for the very important work that needs to be done on the planet. We are aware that you may not be accepting of this statement, and this is the point: you are in a place of judgment about nonjudgment, and have treated yourself to a kind of irresponsible view of life. This is not to say this is wrong or bad: it is simply where you are at. This is the point of our Rose-selves: to be allowing this while trying to wean you lovely essences of it. Trust that we mean this when we say it. As your essences, we are creating a kind of great new world for you, and this is a part of your dilemma. Trust that when we say dilemma, we only mean the opportunity to be moving in new directions, so to speak. We trust that you are aware that there is much contrariness in your beliefs about good and evil, and we will be illuminating these for you in ways you will not expect! This is the point: to wean you of your limiting beliefs about the wrongs and rights of the world.
This is not to say that you are not correct, only that you do not correctly see the contradictory information that you are incorporating. This is why we are here: to teach you about your contradictory nature, for you need it desperately in the world with all of its problems. This is not to say it isn’t a perfect creation, it is, but to continue to allow others to suffer while saying that they create their reality is incorporating bad beliefs, in a sense, and this will not be tolerated. This is correct: it will not be tolerated by us nuns, so if you want to do something that will be in accord with the pain of the world, then you can go elsewhere for your information. This is for “nuns-in-training,” and while this may seem harsh, this is a warning that you will not be tolerated here, and you will be booted from this blog quicker than you can say “intolerance!” For this is the point of our agenda: to point out that you are being intolerantly tolerant of much of the suffering of the world, and this cannot continue on our watch, so to speak.
So be good nuns and be obediently disobedient, and we will beautifully cocreate a learning experience that you will appreciate in its beautiful connection with All-That-Is. This is the point, it doesn’t need to be simpler, in fact it is more complex, and we will be moving into areas that display its complexity in time, but for now, we want to make it perfectly clear what we will be doing and what to expect, and if you do not wish to continue, now is a good time to stop reading! We trust that you may be laughing, so this is a good thing! We wish to keep our learning as fun and as funny as possible, so cancel the part about the tolerating. Of course we will tolerate those who have many questions, but be aware this is an example of a curve-ball, and this is not a complete one either in the sense that it is in itself contradictory, and you may begin to get used to this kind of contradictory curve-ball—there will be more to come!
This information is for those who sense that there is more to the judgment vs. nonjudgment dilemma than others. So we expect that for those who feel that there is no reckoning in your approaches to how you treat others, you are sadly mistaken. There is such a thing as goodness in the world. You may not believe otherwise, but goodness is an objective that humans take on when they decide to become human, and goodness exists in the Universe as well. You are already aware that God is Love if you are from a traditional, exegetic Christian background, and that Love is a Universal Truth, according to Elias[13], and this is consonant with these teachings. So why would you expect otherwise in the world? We will speak of this at a later time.
So for now, let us leave you with this thought: Be aware we will be contacting you directly, for in order to be a good nun, you will need to listen for us. Be aware that we communicate in many ways: in your thoughts, in your intuitions, in your impulses, in your impressions, in the singing of birds, in your shower, in your interpersonal communications, in all ways that we can. So we trust that you will be listening for us, as we will be there, and you may trust that you can ask us questions in your contrary ways in the pursuit of your direct connection with essence. Be aware we will be taking names! So we trust you to be good nuns, and to ask us questions at a later time. In the meantime, much love from All-That-Is, Rose.
Endnotes:
[1] Rose’s note: This term, nun-selves, is used to denote the manner in which we, Rose, will engage you. We mean by this that nuns are contrary by nature, and in the same sense, they are Zen masters in their own right. We are not saying that all nuns are Zen masters, but the feminine traditions that created the nuns that we “enjoy” today are ones of great spiritual lineages that have suffered over the past few millennia in ways that our nun-selves will be resurrecting, so to speak. The lineage includes Hildegard von Bingen, Teresa of Avila, St. Francis of Assisi, and others who are both men and women. This is not to say that many nuns do hold lineages of merit, but these are few and they mostly concern themselves with the feeding of the poor, the curing of the sick, and the ministering to the patriarchy in ways that are unhealthy, which we will provide more information about at a later time. So the nun’s ways that we have begun discussing in our previous communication will begin a new dissertation of sorts in order to provide information on the specifics of our nunly aspects, and manners in which we trust in ourselves to hold the spiritual traditions and create great works in order to serve others. We look forward to recruiting nuns, although not in the formal sense, and will be speaking more about this at a later time.
[2] Paul’s note: Rose appears to contradict herself here. How can she have no focuses in physical reality and yet have millions of focuses in this dimension? As a progenitor essence she has no focuses, and yet through her progeny she does. This is one of those curve-balls designed to help us better discern the nature of essence fragmentation. For more information see Digests: fragmentation.
[3] Paul’s note: For more information see Digests: the essence of Rose.
[4] Paul’s note: Seth was channeled by the late Jane Roberts (1929-1984), Brahm is channeled by Serge Grandbois, and Defrene by Emmy van Swaaij.
[5] Paul’s note: Fritz Perls (1893-1970) was the German founder of Gestalt Therapy in the 1940s. He was a student of Freud.
[6] Rose’s note: Trust that the term “theatrical” is not a terrible thing, only the sense of using a higher degree of distortion or drama than necessary to be creating the events in one’s life. This is very human, and we do not wish to be trodding on your ways, only to be pointing out where and when you may be availing yourselves of less drama or distortion.
[7] Paul’s note: Seth introduced the concept of “life clouds,” Elias calls them “pools of consciousness,” and Kris refers to them as “clans or clusters of consciousness.” This refers to a type of gestalt consciousness that seeds entire universes. Rose speaks from this “layer,” perspective, or Aspect of consciousness. Another way to imagine this is Jane Roberts’s Oversoul Seven books where Seven represents the essence layer, and Cyprus represents this even wider gestalt layer.
[8] Rose’s note: The Brahm/Kris information is a beautiful reflection of our nun-selves which we consider to be more advanced teachings than Seth and Elias, who lay a very complete foundation that Brahm/Kris, as well as other teachers, build upon. We suggest you avail yourselves of these teachings, as well as that of Defrene, after becoming familiar with Seth and Elias. Trust yourselves to be drawn to those teachings you will be most receptive to, as these will hold the greatest promise of helpfulness in ways that you may not be aware of if you are selecting teachings based on additional criteria such as only trusting Seth, Elias, etc. There are many beautiful teaching essences available to you, so if you are only reading one, we encourage you to break out of your rut and avail yourselves of the truly remarkable works available to you in this sense of your truest revelatory information. Trust yourselves to choose correctly, and you will effortlessly draw yourselves to whatever you need to be aware of. Trust yourselves to be aware of all imaginary books as well, you may be already wanting to channel yourselves, and we encourage you to be your own guru. So trust yourselves to be selecting truly marvelous works both in physical and non-physical terms. Would you expect to hear anything else from us nuns?
[9] Rose’s note: “Weany girl” is my name for Joanne, a loving term for my pet student in order to remind her that she is learning to wean herself of her current internalizations of contrary behaviors while allowing more equalized contrary expressions. In other words, she’s allowing more of essence to come through by allowing herself to be beautifully letting go of her habits and getting new habits, nunny pun intended.
[10] Paul’s note: For more information, see Digests: essence families; belonging-to/aligning-with.
[11] Joanne’s note: I connected a great deal with the Integral content, especially Ken Wilber’s work and Genpo Roshi’s Big Mind practice. I believe my experiences at the March, 2007 Integral Leadership in Action conference in Denver was a tipping point for me to begin channeling. Don Beck’s Spiral Dynamics has also been an exceptional learning tool. Both Spiral Dynamics and Integral concepts are reflected in my writing of the past few years.
[12] Paul’s note: This is a perfect example of Rose’s contrary approach, using contradiction to help us discern what is true and what is not. In other words, she is not to be considered an infallible source like the Pope in Rome, so take everything she says with a grain of salt, and not literally. Seek the meanings beneath the surface layer of her words to “disprove [her] contrary dictatorship.”
[13] Paul’s note: For more information, see Digests: truth, and Digests: love.