“Drugs Need to be Properly Applied”

“Fears Dissipate on Your Way of Spirit”

“The Way of Spirit is a Very Senxy Affair”

Session 314 (Private/Phone)

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Participants: Joanne (Tyl) and Christoph.

ROSE: You have questions, dear one? Go ahead!

CHRISTOPH: I want to talk about drugs and substances, is this okay?

ROSE: Please repeat.

CHRISTOPH: Drugs and substances…

ROSE: Yes. Please do.

CHRISTOPH: Five years ago, I took amphetamines and it was the most beautiful night of my life. I was dancing for hours without worrying what others might think of me, I had an incredible amount of self confidence, I felt endless bliss and happiness, and I was much more myself, somehow.

A few years later, I took some opium, and it felt so familiar that I am quite sure I have a lot of focuses who are drawn to this drug, too. Again, I felt much more in tune with myself, more relaxed than I ever was before, and I was extremely good at talking with people.

Drugs are such an important part of our world. A lot of music is based on drug experiences. People are even killing other humans to get certain substances, and I can understand that.

I am quite sure that no meditating human being ever experienced something similar to the feelings a shot of heroine will give you, and I hope I’m not right.

Why do we need drugs to experience these great feelings? What’s your perspective on drugs?

ROSE: There is purpose to doing things in difficult ways, at times. Sometimes there are very geanius reasons for the conflicts. For example, the human equations often require conflicts to grow.

We are aware you have some indications, shall we say, that drugs are always geanius, but at times, they do more harm than geanius, indeed. Don’t you know this also?

So we’ll suggest the tools are the drugs. They are in some ways wonderful, but to say they are always wonderful is the point. They are always the things you need, although they may be applied somewhat differently from time to time. They are diligent in their ways, consistent. They are always wanting to healp in some ways, but there are reasons to not take them when you are wanting to not take on the properties they provide you.

They have many different realizations of wonderful effects, but they are sometimes misused, as well as not properly medicated, themselves, or applied.

So you can say they are in many ways geanius, but they need to be properly applied, that’s all. So you had ways of applying them to yourself that were beneficial, indeed. They had to do with your assertion that you deserve to be happy also.

You needed the push in the direction before you had the sense to get the opium, to get the mirage effects you needed at the time. Mirages help you. They help you see how you can create the illusions for real, in some respects. They are therefore helpful in temporary ways, but you can sense also they need to be applied in a plotting sense. That is, you see the mirage, then plot to see the real island of your desires. This is what drugs are very geanius for doing.

You needed to get the hell out of your way and enjoy yourself, but to say they are not the right long-term solution is perhaps an understatement. You’ve seen also the effects that long-term users have on their systems as well as on their personal lives. They are sometimes geanius for a long-term use, but to underplay the long-term effects is a very understated problem in your world.

There are effects that you could say have to do with the depression that your many individuals have in dealing with the long-term effects of the depression-oriented drugs they’re on that can cause depression instead of curing depression, at some point, once the overt allowance of need is established. To say this another way: there are reasons to not be on drugs, there are also reasons to be on drugs, but to say they are the catchall is the point, they are not, indeed.

So do, ontologically speaking, allow the drug sense to evolve itself in your healing ways, dear one. You have many reasons to ontologically sort out the differences. There are reasons to name them in the natural sense, to sense their hidden value, hidden in the words that are used to describe them. The sometimes wonderful world of botany can assist you in healing ways also. You’re wondering sometimes when to allow the botanical names to intrude on your understanding of them.

Ovarium is a "sense of ovaries", for example. Ovarium is – understand we may be testing you, but to use this as an example – the sense of creation. Ovaries are connected with the body, correct? So you can sense in the Latin origins of words how they may be applied in the metaphorical sense in helping you all to sense the introduction of the metaphors into your healing practices.

To say that your Milumet-sense wants to be involved is why you are wanting us to teall you this today, dear one. You have the Milumet aligning with. Why not try to establish a geanius connection with the origin of the drugs in order to get the implicit healthy benefits that are established in the very names also? Connected to this, you have the sense that even the origins of potential opiates are healping you also. The nature’s bounty, you might say, you might picking up on is tangential to your question, but to say that you have many "ovarium" focuses using opiates is why you are wanting to healp yourself.

Try to imagine how very many focuses have the wanton ways of finding value in opiates. Then try to allow yourself to enjoy them in spirit, for they have physical sensations that you might use in your own healing, as well as in the natural sensations they get as intuitions about how to use drugs to heal. Okay? So you can get the benefits of opiates by connecting with your other selves, so as to save you the money as well as aftereffects involved, to get the benefits as well, dear one.

So we’ve given you quite a bit of information, but we’ll also give you just a little bit more.

There is a physician self that is connecting today with you. You can speak with him at any time. His name is Sare. S-A-R-E. He is a very healthy physician, very healthy in strapping ways, very masculine, energetically. He is a very ancient healer who is very practiced in the medicinal arts.

So youse his guidance, if you’d like, to assuage your sense of wanting to connect in physical sense with a greater healer, then youse his healing ways as you wish. He is a focus of yours also. He is a very handsome one, indeed. So youse his fatherly guidance as your healper – H-E-A-L-P-E-R – healing helper, indeed, dear one.

Do continue with your beautiful questions tonight.

CHRISTOPH: There’s a musician who really got me interested in guitar playing and doing yoga. His name is John Frusciante. My question simply is: why does he have such an incredible, flexible body?

Is this because fears are also located in the muscles and joints, and because he’s not fearing much, his muscles are so loose? Or is this because he’s completely on his way of spirit, perhaps?

ROSE: Exactly both, dear one. Exactly both. You can sense that the fears go away, in many ways, when you connect with your way of spirit. So you can youse the things you learn on your path to allow the lessons to be brought into your body, then set free.

In your way of spirit, you can let your fears go their merry way, that is, when you learn from them. So he did have a sense of fear in his body. He had the sense that the fears needed to be indicated to him then addressed. He addressed them in his body. In his realizations, he let them go. The yoga healped him to do this.

So it is a combination that he used in his healing practice of himself. Then he allowed himself to himself to be included in his body of work, so to speak, as you will also, dear one.

CHRISTOPH: Okay, thank you. Do you have some advice how to improve my yoga practice, how to gain strength and flexibility, and to accelerate the progress?

ROSE: You have a sense that the yoga history goes way back into the history of man, and you have the sense that the yoga history goes into yourself also. Why not try to allow the connection with the healers of your bodily past, as well as the history of your physical past in time?

There are no differences in time or space. You can connect the dots here, to say to yourself, “Here is my body. Here is our body as a humankind that goes back into history, then goes forward into history also, that I have at my beck and call. I have all of history in my body, today. I have, as well, the healer selves that I have always been, and always will be. I can summon my healer selves tonight and every night when I practice,” or in this case, “in every morning,” however you wish to define this. Then allow them to intersect with you in the body self that expands in all directions in all spaces, in all times.

You have the ability to do this today. You can practice this as a means to build your strength in many ways, dear one.

Do continue with your questions if you wish.

CHRISTOPH: I am still struggling with my orientation. I have thoughts like: my life could be so much more fun if I would be common, or even soft, which would be my favorite orientation, if I could choose now. I would have more friends, more girls, and not living in my head and in my own little world anymore. When I go out in the evening with my friends, for example, I know that some girls are interested in me, but my communication skills are really bad in these situations, and I blame my intermediate orientation for it. What are the advantages of my orientation, and why did I chose to be intermediate in this lifetime?

ROSE: There are reasons for this, as you know. The reasons have to do with your beautiful self wanting to intrude on self, in a sense. In spite of your conditions, you have many friends who love you, as well as understand you in ways that you would find better suited for the way of spirit should you choose to accept the path.

The way of spirit, in your understanding, sometimes fears others. You can express to yourself, “There is no need to fear, ever, anything.”

So when you have the sense that you are fearing the way of spirit that you have chosen, you need only to say to yourself, “I have need sometimes to be in myself. This is a very strong thing in my way of spirit. There are sometimes drawbacks in social life, but the way of spirit proves this to be a very strong thing for me. I just have to deal, sometimes, in ways that healp socially.”

Like for example, you have a sense there are many girls wanting to love you. Why not try to say, “Hey, I have ways you need to understand first.” So they can say, “Well, I do, or do not, understand that,” but to find someone who loves you for yourself is the key here.

You will find her, every day you need to, in spirit. You can trust spirit to show you herself in ways you’ll fear less about. You can, in other words, have in mind a sort of spirit friend. However you want to involve her in your senxuality is a good thing to imagine.

You can imagine this girl in your mind, then try to find her in physical sense. There are many girls who want to fill this role for you. So introduce her to your soul, in a sense, before you introduce her to your body, in a sense.

You’ll have many spiritual friends in your way of spirit, dear one. You are only beginning to connect the ways of spirit with your ways of finding your healing efforts in your days. You can truly find ways of happily getting the way of spirit in your days, if you only healp yourself to happy thoughts also.

Try to just think happy thoughts! This goes a very far way. You can have a sense that you get the way of spirit when you are happily going about your business without worrying overmuch about what others think of you, indeed.

So continue to imagine your beautiful self in spirit where you have many, many friends, indeed, dear one. You have Sare now, also, to assist in your spiritual adventures, too. Try to imagine him as your beautiful bodyguard of sorts, indeed, also.

Okay, does this help, dear one?

CHRISTOPH: I have recognized some correlations between the information I get while autotyping and what you are saying in the group sessions. One week ago, my essence self told me to have more sex, and that’s very similar to the things you said in the group session a few days later. Was this just a coincidence?

ROSE: There are really never any real coincidences in the respect that there needs to be a denial of the inspirations you get. There are always things you pick up on, but sometimes dismiss, so use these as a means to assure yourself, dear one. You have a geanius way of getting the information on your own.

You don’t need Rose in the…. sometimes you do to help you learn, but you have a very many friends in spirit, you have a very many talents, indeed. So do continue to use the wonderful ways you have of healing, as well as autotyping, to get the answers before you need to talk to Rose, indeed, for you’ll get better and better the more your confidence grows, indeed, dear one.

We’ll also say that you’ll learn from Sare also. We don’t want to stress this overmuch, but there are reasons we’re wanting you to healp yourself to his unusual practices, let’s say. There are also overly sexual, potentially satisfying spirit friends who you can learn to connect with in your imagination also.

So do continue to have more sex, even if the sex is on your own in the spiritual sense. You don’t have to separate the physical sexual experiences from the spiritual at all. We can’t stress this enough. The way of spirit is a very senxy affair in every way. So do continue to use your body in physically beneficial, as well as fun, ways, dear one, okay?

With or without the opium, indeed. Go ahead!

CHRISTOPH: Recently I had some Tumold kind of dreams. Perhaps you can provide me with some interpretations? In my dream, I visited a doctor. I got into a type of trance-state I have never experienced in my life before, and I saw some purple energy around the doctor’s head, and I think he was in the same trance state. He told me that he will work with my energy centers. What can you tell me about this dream?

ROSE: There are reasons to say that the Rose energy is assisting, because you’ll find that we’re always wanting to assist you in your pleasant bodily functions. So to allow the insistent energy centers to give you health is why you are wanting to be on your way of spirit.

There are many other reasons for the trance state also. These are ways of getting your attention in regard to how you prescribe to others their ways of spirit also. Realize that when you allow your way of spirit, you are also facilitating the way of spirit for others.

So do allow these trance states to normalize themselves in your waking state, then allow your trance state to include information about how to heal yourself, as well as allow the facilitation of healing of others. These are their ways of finding their way of spirit.

You have knowledge of how to do this with yourself also. You are learning how to facilitate your way of spirit so as to heal your body. You’ll indeed discover in the same ways how to intrude on others. We are using this term very decidedly to healp you get past your need to not intrude on others.

You have to intrude on others to healp them at times, dear one. You need to not worry too much about how you’ll come off to others. You are only tealling them what they need to know. There are reasons to want to allow the healing to occur. Why not try to be as very dominating as possible when you’re prescribing to others the things your trance state is tealling you to say to them? You are not wanting to get them on your “cause,” in a sense, by healping them. In other words: you don’t need to worry about the cause. Your thinking is your way of being your own doctor also, but you need to connect the dots, in a sense, of wanting your cause of self to healp them also.

So you have a cause to take up. You have a cause to take into your healing world, in a sense – the physical taking on of symptoms as well as the physical symptoms you have. You need to excel in healping others to connect their dots with yours. So you’ll discover that, in your trance state, there will be cause to allow your own healing that will intrude on others in the ways of wanting them to allow you to teall them what to do, because you’ll have the insistence you need to teall them without worrying overly much about your being intrusive.

So you’re learning to intrude on them in ways that you know deeply by your trance state, that is to healp you as well.

So do connect the dots, in regard to your trance state, how you’ll healp yourself in that trance state, then how you’ll youse the knowledge you get from your trance state, you’re healing of self, intruding upon others, in the potential for healing them also.

This is a big order to take on. We are suggesting much in the way of spirit, but you are learning how to connect yourself with spirit, and yourself with others in spirit at the same time, okay?

CHRISTOPH: How can I get into this state again?

ROSE: There are many ways to do this. The opiate state that we discussed earlier that you can emulate in your yoga practice healps you tremendously, if you allow it. You have done so in the past, you are only wanting to do so again – reminding yourself perhaps of how you fealt in that opiated state, then potentially bringing this into your yoga practice – but you can also effectively incorporate that state at any time you’d like.

The resting-in Rose practice that we prescribe is the same state, in some ways, that your opiate state is. So trust that these are similar to the spirited state that we prescribe in the Rose state, then try to allow this bliss to wash over your mind and body.

That’s all you need to do. You don’t need to do any more than that to connect, in some ways, with the trance state. The effects will get deeper in practice. Okay, dear one?

That’s all you need to do is feel good all the time, and any way you can do this, short of finding potentially unhealthy ways, is the point.

That’s all you need to do is feel wonderful. That’s why you’re wanting to connect the dots, so to speak, with your practices, as well as your ability to heal yourself and others. Okay? You’re doing a wonderful job, dear one. So do continue on your way of spirit and allow your questions now, still, if you’d like.

CHRISTOPH: I’m also starting to perceive white energy fields around people’s heads and trees. Should I practice this more often?

ROSE: Yes! Very good, dear one! You are allowing much information to intrude on yourself. We are using the term “intrude” because that’s why you think sometimes these are intrusions, but they’re really not. These are really only your widening of your perceptions in regard to how you’ll begin now to move into new areas of healing. So do continue to allow these beautiful impressions to occur. Aren’t they wonderful, indeed?

CHRISTOPH: Yes, it feels like magic.

ROSE: Exactly. The colors, the patterns are beginning to ontologically connect the dots also. Do you see any patterns that are emerging in the sense of color or tone yet?

CHRISTOPH: No, up to now I can only see a white color.

ROSE: You have the sense the colors are important, so do continue to allow these, because you’ll find them to be very helpful to you in your allowances for the energy centers, as well as the intentionalities that people carry with them, indeed.

To say the point is to allow these is an understatement. You’ll do well to continue these beautiful ways of spirit, dear one. Try to allow us into your incorporation of understanding how these work, and you’ll do fine as a physician in every way. You’ll discover there are ways to have this incorporated into your physician’s training also. You’ll discover ways of getting the information into your prognoses, indeed, also, without causing too much of a stir, indeed. Do continue with your questions, dear one.

CHRISTOPH: I have a question about my body. I have a bit bandy legs, an outward curvature of my legs. If I am standing straight and putting my feet together, the knees don’t touch in the middle. On the one hand, I think I just have to accept this condition, but on the other hand I think I’m wondering, shouldn’t I be able to create my body according to my preferences, and maybe it’s even part of my intent to get my legs straight again? What do you think?

 

ROSE: You have to accept the fact at times that the focus self does allow these things to occur. You have a sense there are reasons for wanting these legs to bow a bit. Why you have to fear that is not the question here. You don’t need to fear.

There is no perfection in many ways, dear Christoph, so why you would want to allow these terribly bowed legs – we’re joking now – but to say this another way, why not try to allow yourself to see the meaning of them?

Why you would create these focus selves to be imperfect is part of the plan also. Why not try to see them as a story in themselves? You have a sense that we are suggesting you try to accept them, but also to see the beauty in them. Why not try today? Why not try to think of how they may be healping you in some ways? How is the leg situation healping you?

Let’s try this together. They are strong, yes? You have a sense that they are not beautiful?

CHRISTOPH: Yes, that’s it.

ROSE: You have the sense they have to say things to you. Why not try to say to them how you’d like to learn from them, then try to allow them to speak to you in ways you’ll find beneficial. For the preference was made at the essence level, dear one. Okay?

We believe you are very beautiful – all of you – indeed. All of you, Christoph, that is. So do allow us to feal you in the sense of fealing you now, for you can say we’re allowing your beautiful self into our view, so as to feal you all the time.

To take on the ways of spirit is the key here. These are all contrary things that are pointing to the direction you’ll find beautiful. You didn’t need to fear the legs were a problem when you were in this state of being opiated, did you?

CHRISTOPH: No.

ROSE: You did allow yourself to feal very beautiful, didn’t you?

CHRISTOPH: Yes.

ROSE: So try to allow this feeling to occur, then look at the beautiful body you have provided yourself differently in that state, and that state is indeed, in your sense of the word, resting in your beautiful self.

Resting in, indeed, Rose also. We are always here to assist, dear one, always. Now what to say about the legs now? We’ll give you a clue. They want to allow you to be strong in other ways besides standing, sometimes, okay?

CHRISTOPH: Yes, okay. I also asked my higher self about my intent while autotyping. I will try to summarize it as good as I can.

Every person who is following his intent without fear and comparing is a wonderful part of a puzzle, contributing to the beauty of the whole picture. Indeed, it is an incredibly big puzzle. Everyone is important. You are not only a part of the puzzle, you are the puzzle, and you are the one who’s playing. It is your intent to restore the natural order.

Later I found a part of a puzzle in the middle of the street, with pink flowers on it. Have you created that for me?

ROSE: There will be a time for the flowers to bloom, for everyone, dear one. In spite of how you have gone about healing yourself, you have a sense there will be times you need to heal yourself, in every way, as a body of spirit. These have ways of getting your attention.

You’re learning to be at one with the universe, too. You have a sense that the universe is in your ways of healing, but the ways are also in the sense of the word “world” in every way.

The world of self, the world you have created in your family, the world of your body, the world of your cells, the world of your organs, the world of your many atoms that make up the sensory selves that are your very essence particles, you could say – the subatomic selves you’re wanting to allow – is why you are incorporating the universal view also, for the view goes down into the structures that you are sensing in your view of the universe. They are going deeply into the very atomic and subatomic structures that you sense are part of your world.

Now, in your very imperfect world that you’ve created, that you rail against at times as being imperfect, your world is always perfection no matter how you choose to view it. So when you see the bifurcation points, the splitting points that you see as paths you might take, or not take, know the pink flowers are always there in your path.

They are always there in whatever path you choose. Should you choose to heal self, or not. Should you choose to heal others, or not.

There is no need to fear ever, as you have the sense that spirit is always there with you, and you’re always there in loving embrace of all you can ever imagine, is your oversoul, or self, that you are wanting to connect with.

You can know the path that is yours by best allowing these beautiful impressions to occur and allow them to wash you with love for your very existence, indeed.

You can know God by allowing yourself to be happy, dear one. Okay? Did this answer your beautiful query?

CHRISTOPH: Yes, thank you. You asked me to give you an update about my dog. He got the operation and I’m very happy with it. My biggest fear was that he will lose his temperament and change his personality without testosterone, but he’s the same as ever.

I think you know him very well, too, so he can’t speak to me, but you can. Is there anything more he wants me to do for him? Something I do not know about?

I really want his life to be as beautiful as possible.

ROSE: You have a sense the doggy knows you have him in your soul, as well as your heart. The soul self has him in his “best self” sense. He is always loved there, and healthy there. No matter how you may think of his path, he’s always in some ways healthy when you realize he is always soul also. You can try to allow him to fear less by reminding him that his soul is always beautifully incorporated in yours.

He has this sense usually, except sometimes when you have the fear healping you healp him. The fear is purposeful. He knows that your fears healped him, didn’t they? The fears healped him in many ways to heal. You feared he was sick, you healped him be well. What more could you do for him than to love and potentiate his healing in the ways you have been doing?

He knows that he is very loved, and he is very happy to be involved in your health-giving ways. He is healing you also in his ways of healping you be a better physician. He is healping you in many ways of finding your best self by allowing you to judge yourself less. He doesn’t judge you at all. He loves your bowed legs very much, indeed. He gets his satisfaction by loving your imperfections, even though you don’t.

He loves your ways of being his healer and his friend. He wants you to know this. He is very satisfied with the operation. He healped himself to his new self. His self he is now is a bit changed. He is less worried about the testicular problem. He is wanting to teall you to not wrong on yourself for not knowing exactly what to do at the time. He healped you determine the course of action. He helped you determine how to potentially not try to operate. There were potentials that he knew about, that you sensed also, that he did not need the surgery, but the surgery was performed and he is happy with the outcome. He is less realizing of pain, he is very happy about that.

So do continue to ask him for guidance. He can healp you with physically indicating to yourself the ways you can heal your body also, as well as, sometimes, others, though these are less, in some ways, potentials for others, indeed. So do continue to allow your doggy to healp you also.

You are very welcome, he’s saying, for allowing him to healp you, indeed. He’s saying thank you also, dear one, as well as you’re welcome, for he did healp you through the process, indeed. He’s laughing now. He’s laughing about his joke, indeed.

CHRISTOPH: Would it be appropriate to play guitar the same way I do my autotyping? Resting my hands on the guitar and let my higher self, or essence, come through to play?

ROSE: Yes. The “essence hand healing” is a very miraculous one, due to other reasons you have of not wanting religion. You can say that the healing ways of Jesus were that, indeed, also. So don’t wrong on yourself for not wanting to incorporate the religious overtones, let’s say, but do continue to have healing ways of laying on your hands, indeed, yes. You have the gift.

CHRISTOPH: I think you haven’t understood my question. I asked you about guitar playing, and if it would be efficient to play the guitar the same way I do my autotyping?

ROSE: You had the “hands self” in mind when you asked your question. You have the hands self in mind when you autotype. The ways of healing others have to do with the same ways you autotype. So you are not allowing your real question yet. Do you have the sense we’re focusing on the question you are really asking, dear one? Do ask your question again, dear one.

CHRISTOPH: I asked you if it would be beneficial to play my guitar the same way as I do autotyping, not thinking too much, resting my hands on the instrument and letting my essence come through to play.

ROSE: That’s correct, the hand sense is thriving in you. We are trying to allow the question to be rephrased a bit. To say this another way: the hand sense is strong in your way of spirit. So you can sense the guitar as a means to heal self also, by your hands.

So the hands are a tool, as the guitar is, [as] is the same also the way of healing self through your autotyping. The typewriter, or computer, is the tool that your hands use to heal self also.

We are trying to healp you expand the notions that you have of how you can use tools, and your hands on the tools, to heal self and others, that’s all.

The hands sense is very strong in you. We’ll repeat that. To say that your hands sense the guitar as a tool is an understatement. The guitar has ways of getting the Tumold ways into the universe. The musical sense gathers itself in eddy pools in ways that you’ll find miraculous. The sense of music is a geometric sense of allowing Tumold energies to craft healing ways, in every way, in your world and others. The sense of music has very soothing ways in which you can thrive also.

So try to use music as well as the sense you have of how your hands heal your surroundings by allowing them to gently guide those notes into being, indeed. You can surround yourself with the magic of music and allow your hands to guide them in sensing the music that needs to be played, indeed, dear one.

CHRISTOPH: Thank you. I have two weeks of holidays ahead of me, and exactly that is the problem. I really don’t know what to do with my spare time. There are some things I have to do every day, like helping my mother with cooking, or going with my dog, but that’s all, and I like to do these things. In the past I tried to connect to other focuses of myself, I read Jules Verne’s books, but it was getting boring. So reading is not much fun anymore, and I also don’t want to sit in front of the television like a lot of people are doing, I guess. I do winter sports, but I don’t want to do it every day. I tried meditation, but I didn’t get very far. I never had any pleasurable feelings. All in all, I don’t feel a great motivation for doing anything. I have hours of free time ahead of me and I’m wasting my time thinking and thinking without doing anything meaningful.

As I’m growing older, I realize how precious my time is, so I really feel bad about this issue. I really want to know, what’s the best thing I can do in my free hours for myself, and for others? I want to find an activity where I can lose myself, like children are doing, have fun, and also help others, maybe. Do you have suggestions?

ROSE: Try to imagine the best possible day you can. Try to imagine the best possible day you can have every day, then do that, in spite of whether you are on holiday or not.

They are reasons to want to get up early and, for example, do something that connects you in spirit, correct? The Vespers practice is a geanius one. We suggest that for everyone.

You can try to emulate the things you’ll want to do if you wish to be a practitioner in the way of spirit of Rose, for example, if you’d like to be a teacher of Rose information. You can begin by doing your Vespers every single morning, dear one. The Vespers will evolve as you do, but to say you have a gift for autotyping is an understatement.

So we suggest that you do this every morning, then allow the autotyping to shape how you begin to evolve the Vespers to doing things that are truly spectacular, even by our standards, dear one.

Then try to get the sex you need in your days. Every day should hold some degree of sexuality, whether it’s enjoying a sensual bath, or enjoying a very good orgasm. Indeed, these things are very important. These are things that free up your mind, as well as allow your best self in every way to thrive.

The spiritual as well as physical benefits to having the sexual self healthy are very important. So do continue to experiment also with this fine way of being in your world.

Also, you might try to mix up how your days go after that. There is no reason to want to do everything the same way every day. Sometimes these potentials for patterns do help. We suggest doing the Vespers in the morning because you get the best of self in them, then you can, contrary to your beliefs, relax a bit, also, and realize how very special the days are, that you can simply relax.

Don’t wrong on yourself for not wanting to do much of anything. There are reasons to do nothing over the holidays, dear one.

Don’t wrong on yourself if you watch a little too much television, but to say there are ways to manage this is also true. There are ways to look ahead at your programming to see when you want to turn on the set, then try to structure your days around that, if you’d like, to watch sports. This is very freeing for you also. There are reasons that sports exist also. There are no reasons to be serious all the time.

To say this another way: allow your best self to be realizing the relaxation that you require over the holidays. Solstice time is potentially the best time to relax, indeed. These times are always in your bodies, in the ways of spirit, also. These are times to realize that the sun doesn’t shine as much as it did.

So you did always turn inside out, in a sense, in your history. These are ways of telling yourself to go inside, and allow yourself to learn to be alone better, at times. There are ways to celebrate the simple things, the things that you love doing with your mother in the kitchen. There are reasons to explore the healing arts in the medicinal ways that you may want to explore: the ways of healing herbs and other things that you might even include in your dishes, sometimes. There are simple reasons for including rosemary or saffron or other things that have ontologically been disputed as healthy, but these all have essence in them in varying ways, and you can experiment in the kitchen with these therapies, indeed, also.

There are herbs to healp your girlfriends to find better ways of staying young, indeed, by slathering on the things that feal and smell beautiful: the jasmine creams, the beautiful elixirs that you’ve known since the days of the early cavemen, indeed, had these sometimes in their ways also.

So do continue to allow your very beautiful experiments in spirit in the healing sense, as you’ll discover that the home, the hearth, indeed, are the most beautiful ways of spirit that you might imagine, and include the very therapies, at times, that you will be exploring in your lifetime as well as others, dear ones.

So allow your relaxation and know that in your ways of divining your new ways of being in your world, the ways of spirit, there are many wonderful things to discover over the holidays. There are, indeed. We’ll be with you also! Try to imagine us as the beautiful Christmas angels that sometimes descend into your hearts when you least expect them, indeed, dear one.

Do continue to allow your questions.

CHRISTOPH: For how long should I do my autotyping?

ROSE: There are reasons to want to try to do this for about an hour a day, but do this as long as you need to. There may be reasons to continue longer. But do something for an hour, something.

This doesn’t need to be necessarily autotyping. We suggested autotyping as a means to move you into new areas, but the ways of Vespers, dear one, could be anything from guitar-playing, to healing self in the body, new ways of finding realizations of sexuality. These may be ways of inducing orgasms in new ways. The Vespers are your way of connecting with spirit. There are reasons to connect in every way, but to say there are very many ways is an understatement.

To say this another way: the artistic means of expressing self in your Vespers are the point. There are ways of finding fear that there are not good enough ways, but for Vespers, the point is to do something for an hour that healps you connect with your essence, that’s all that is. Okay?

There may be reasons for reading, for example, for wanting to try new yoga practices, for reasons of expressing the meditative practices also. This could be resting-in-Rose for an hour. There are multitude ways to express the Vespers, indeed.

So we’ll do well to help you try to imagine Rose being in your bedroom in the early hours, towards dawn, even, then allowing you to connect with her to help you find your ways of essence-induced Vespers. We’ll help you, indeed. Go ahead, dear one!

CHRISTOPH: I’m not quite happy with my intent name, because the focus is too much on healing, and I don’t want to have the word “fear” in my intent name because of the negative associations with this word. Do you have other ideas?

ROSE: There was that reason for doing so, because you needed to move beyond the negative connotation of the word “fear.” That’s why you were advised to use the word. In your essence’s ways of spirit, you need to allow fear. That’s the reason we suggested it. So try to allow your best self to be including the idea of “fear connections,” using them to allow your healing ways, but you don’t need to include the word “fear” in your intent name.

We’ll suggest that fear is important, but to say it in your intent name, we understand, is not necessarily needed. To say the intent name without fear…why do you sense that the fear is not needed in your name anymore? You have the sense that fear is needed to be recognized and acted upon, but not in your name. Why is that?

CHRISTOPH: I just don’t like the word…

ROSE: Try to allow the inclusion of the name just a bit longer. Sare is a “fearless warrior of healing” who has fear in his intent name. Why is that? In his way of spirit, as essence, he is fearless, but he incorporates fear because he is always on the lookout for fear, as fear healps him to identify how to heal others as well as self. But to keep his intent name, Sare’s intent name, as fear is advised. Think of Sare as your intentionality who keeps fear in his intent name, then allow your intent name to change. We’ll suggest, that your intent name has to do with “healer of self” now, then later it will be “healer of others.”

You can try this out during your vacation, then try to expand your notions of what you define as self. Do you follow, dear one? So do continue to ask your beautiful questions, dear one. You are doing a wonderful job with Rose today.

CHRISTOPH: Now we are close to the end of 2008. Do you have some ideas for resolutions I could make for the next year, or maybe some predictions I can look forward to?

ROSE: You have a sense of play that is quite beautiful. You have the sense that you are loved in many ways by others. Try to make this next year the year of finding fun in new things, okay?

Try that out, but you don’t need to take our word for it, you may find an entirely new way of finding fun in finding your new year’s resolution also, dear one. (Laughs) Okay? So do continue to allow your questions, we’ll need to wrap up soon, but do you have any follow-up questions or anything you absolutely must ask us today, dear one?

CHRISTOPH: A short question: do I have a focus where I am Paul’s father?

ROSE: Paul? Who is that, dear one?

CHRISTOPH: Paul Helfrich.

ROSE: (Laughs) You have focuses together, yes. You have many focuses together. He is a very loving one to you. You have a sense they both love you very much. They love you in every sense of the word, in many ways, in other focuses also. They both do, but Paul has the best role for your learning now. He is a teacher for your best self, in some ways, in this focus as well as others, Greek and Roman also.

He’ll do well to teach you about his sense of stages. The stages have ways of healing also. These will add to your theoretical understanding of humans. These are important, but to say he was a very geanius teacher in many focuses is a beautiful beginning to the story that you’ll discover in your understanding as you go through lives together.

You’ll have the best way of finding out about them, because you’ll discover there are many

years ahead now with them both. In many ways you have them as friends forever. In your sense of the word now, and in future and past focuses. So Paul is healping you now, he healped in many other ways in other focuses, and you’ll do well to allow him to continue. He means to healp you. You don’t need to wrong on yourself for ever asking, either. Okay? That’s his job, in this focus for you and others.

You’ll discover ways to complement their abilities in time also. You had the sense from the beginning when you discovered Rose, that there were many affinities to be explored in the present now. So you’ll continue to find ways to collaborate with them, if you desire. So to say this another way, they’ll be geanius friends to you now as they have been before. We’re speaking also for dear weary girl here, who is present also, she wishes to teall you how very loved you are and how very happy she is also that you are in her life again, too.

So do continue to allow your beautiful senses to develop and to explore the many beautiful aspects of self, dear Christoph. We love you deeply and dearly, so do allow the love for yourself to grow and to express to yourself always how very beautiful you are, and to allow your best self to thrive, indeed.

Best wishes for a very happy holiday and a very happy new year, dear one!

CHRISTOPH: Thank you.

ROSE: Indeed! Thank you!

(Transcribed by Christoph)